kash aks hota har insan! toh unse na badlne ki umeed lga lete...

Aj kuch naumeed h dil... tujse aj fir umeed lga betha... fir vhi silsila dohara betha... aj fir teri umeed se naumeed h dil...

Teri ibadat kru kuch ese... k khud allah ko b tujse pyar ho jae... Daras ko tarasti inn nigaho ki... kbi na bhujne vali tu pyaas ho jae... Aagosh me bhru tuje or... kayanat bhi teri gulam ho jae...

ek pal k lie haste h hum,,, toh agle hi pal kyu rula deti h zindagi???? kyu??? kyu????? choti c khushi pate h toh bda gum kyu de jati h zindagi,,,,,,,,,,,,,,kyu kyu kyu????? koi nhi h pass jise kuch bta sku.....chott gehri h kya pta kise dikha sku :(((((( akat iss bat ka gum b kya kre k hum kissa sunate h apne gum ka or log talia pitne lagte h...

Jeen galio me kbi din rat bhatakte the...aaj vo apni nhi lagti h.... jo muskurahte hmari thi...aj unme kmi c lagti h... nakabposh lagte h sbb or yeh dunia kuch nakli c lagti h...

Kashmakash

Dil ki talash kuch esi h k thamne nhi pati... Na woqt therta h, Khwahishe b thamne nhi pati... Har nye pal me ek aarzoo adhuri h... Jee krta h chu lu use... Fizao ne jo mehak bikheri h... Kal kuch or tha... Aj kuch or h... Bs yeh kashmakash h jo tham k bhi thamne nhi pati h....

Hum toh the tumhari pnaho me... Bebak Gaaj toh tbb giri... jbb tumhare jehan me hmari tasvir hi bohat dhundli nikli...

Jbb jbb kankar pani me girta h.... toh aasha ki lehre uthti h... har ek lehar kuch chupke se mujse kehti h...

Sabar rakh! jo tera h vo tujse koi chin nhi sakta h...or jo tera h hi nhi vo tera kbhi ho hi nhi sakta...

Dedicated to my maa...sply written for her "Me hasti hu ya roti hu kon jane... ansu beh beh k takiye ki oot me kho jate h... mera mann or mera abhimaan kon pehchane... zillat or apmaan k ghut hum hotho k pyale se pee jate h... mera pyar mera dular kon mane... rishto ki oot me har woqt bhav dutkare jate h... 'Maa' teri mamta tu hi jane... bas ek tere hi yha ache bure sbb gale lgaye jate h." Luv u Maa.........

Inn tanhaio ki khamoshi me tera ehsas h...
tu jo bhi h bas khas h...
tum hote toh yeh krti tum hote to vo krti...
tum hote toh yeh tanhai tanhai na ho kr kuch or hoti...
uski pribhasha me tera aks hota ...
tum sath bhale hi na hote pr tumhare hone bhar se hi vo tanha hokr bhi fr tanha na hoti...
uss khamoshi ki bhi tbb apni hi koi zuba.. hoti...
vo ehsas kuch gajab hota...
vhi ehsaas fr kissa ban jata...
jo abi sirf ek ehsaas h...
ha pr yeh ehsaas kuch khas h...

ek mahak c h fizao me.. ek dastak c har woqt sunai deti h... kuch mithe mishri se alfaz h vadio me... ek masumiyat c har woqt dikhai deti h... ek sachai h unn aankho me... ek ajnabi kaya har woqt dur khi dur sang muje lie chalti h...

manzil dhudne chle the... sahil hi gva bethe... pr khi baki ummed h kheveyie k hunar se...

e dil tu akela chal... iss cahtakdar dunia k rango se tu mat darr!!! bulandio se tu jane kyu gabhrata h? do kadam gr bdhata h... toh ulte pao kyu loat aata h???? kusur tera b ni... bulandio ko chune valo k pas tu toh h ni... unn had mas k putlo me tere lie khali jagah hi nhi... fr kahe tu ghabrata h.... chal tu chla chal... apni hi kisi nyi dunia me... sath muje b le chal... bas abb ni bhati yeh chakachondh muje... chubhti h yeh chamak pal pal har pal... chal tu abb muje le chal.. bha k apne sath le chal...

kash! tum hote... tum hote toh inn khushio ki bt hi kuch or hoti... vo bt vo mulakat hi kuch or hoti... jin bundo ko mene chkha... unn bundo k lie vo pyaas hi kuch or hoti...

woqt badlte dekha tha... rahi badlte dekha tha... tajubb! toh iss bat ka h... k yeh ankhe uss manjar ko b dekh bethi... jo kbhi khabo ki dahlij pr bhi dastak nhi deta tha...

Bikhra bikhra sa h har najara... Bikhri c h vadiya bhi... ret se ho gye h halaat mere... Jitni sambhlne ki raftar nhi... utni teji se hathelio se fislne lge h...

yaroo ki mehfil thi... hasi ki gunj thi... sapno ka samundar tha... junun ki lehar thi... sapne aj bhi h... junun ka selaab kuch kam sa h... dosto ki kmi har woqt khalti h... woqt bhi khi tham sa gya h... e mann chal lot chl kuch piche... or vo lamhe le ane de muje... bs ek bar unhe fr se jee lene de muje... e hwa uda k le chal aj fr vha mere dosto ka jmavada h jha....

Yu hi tum milte rho... Yu hi woqt kat jayega... Inn mulakato ki mahak se... Gum ka har badal chat jayega... Kal gar kho bhi jae hum khi... toh tumari yado ka selab qayamat sa ayega... or hme fr se vhi uss or bha kr le jayega...

ghar se nikle the toh naumeed the k uski rehmat barsegi... par jbb lote toh... sir se pao tak bhig chuke the... Wah re khuda teri khudai!!!:)))))))

Hum pyar batne chle the... bina jane k bohat se log... uss pyar pr ungli uthane k lie hi chle the... hmare napak irado par tohmat lgane hi chle the... humne jo kia... vo vyarath tha... uski kimat kodiyo me lgai gyi... or jo unhone kia tha... uski ek bar nhi soo bar duhai sunai gyi... hmara toh dil saf tha... goya socha nhi k kbi acha krne se b kisi ka bura ho sakta h... par hum toh nadan the... sochne ki b smj unke hisab se sirf unhe thi.. kyu k vo hmare sartaj the... humse kuch pidhio me bde the... toh krte dunia par raj the... hum toh mahaj kankar the... jo thokr kha kha kr yeh bhi bhula bethe the k akhiri thokar kha se khayi thi...

tum kon ho...kya ho.... deh ho ya bas ehsas ho... janti nhi... janti hu toh bs itna k tum ho... ha tum hi ho... bas yhi khi ho... aas pass hi khi ho...

khawahisho ka samndar h... Murado ki ibadat h... sirf jine k lie nhi jina muje...

yeh nigahe niharti h nigaho k hujum ko... yeh aahate bhi dil k darvaje par dastak de kr jati h... fr vhi swal jahan me tadpata h humko... k yeh raste kya kbhi themege... ya yu hi bha kr le jayenge hum ko... dur khi kisi nye shitij ki or.

Tum kon ho, kya ho...janti nhi par tumhe pane ki justju tumari pehchan ki mohtaz nhi...

kahani............

Kahani kehne chale the ... kalam uthai toh har ek pal ek fasana nikla...

Nanhe kal unn nanhi hathelio ko jbb mene chua toh lehar ka bahav unn palo ki or le gya vo bachpan ka dor... na koi fikar na faka... jbb innn nanhi ankho ne dekhi thi bhor... soch kr gudguda jati hu me... ki maa k uss sukhad ehsas ki kya khub anubhuti hogi jo muje chu k kano me mere hva c beh gyi... jhrokha vo lot ata gr toh kya bat hoti... meri gudia ki shadi gr fr se ho jati toh kya bat hoti... vo mitti ki sughandh fr se mil jati toh kya bat hoti... uss ret k ghronde me dunia sma jati toh kya bat hoti... vo aankh micholi jivan ka sach na banti toh kya bat hoti... vo chor police me police kbhi chor ko na dhund pati toh kya bat hoti... vo diwar fandte nanhe se panvo ki lambai vhi ruk pati toh kya bat hoti... vo gali me chilati avajo me aj meri b gr ek avaj hoti toh kya bat hoti... vo nekhreli adayein fr se lot aati toh kya bat hoti... uss mehak ko zindagi fr se chu pati toh kya bat hoti... yeh jawani ki purva bachpan ki or lot pati toh kya bat hoti... unn nanhe kadamo ki aahat me meri bhi thaap hoti toh kya bat hoti... toh kya bat hoti.

umar k uss padav me b me bacho c thi, ?par kya yeh meri masumiyat ki galti thi?

gum...

mehkhane sharaab me mene b utar kr dekha tha par gum bhulane ki is se b achi dva mene unhi gum dene valo ki muskurahat me payi...

justju

justju hai kuch kr gujrne ki
par...
gulami uska rasta ho
esa toh jehen me kbi aya hi nhi
vidambna toh deko k...
log hmare pak dil ko gulam smajh bethe.